Thanks everyone. I took all your advices. We have broken up. I realized i have learned from my mistakes and wont ever do them again. I am going to focus on career and personal life and try to be happy. You are all right. I never loved myself. The biggest love i can get from anyone is myself. I wasted my time trying to beg him for anything! I care still but i gotta care for myself more. Now he ignores me and i have basically given up. Thank you all. <3