First off....I do mention things that may be triggering to people but this IS NOT a suicidal post!!!!!

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I am in a good mood. In fact I'm happy. I have been happy and positive for a good while now. Meds are working I suppose with that and all but for some reason the last two days I have seen distressing and disturbing images and having bizzare thoughts! I keep seeing myself hurting myself etc and thinking of ways and such.

Why is this happening again? Its not the first time! Im scared but cant tell anyone IRL!