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Old Jul 12, 2014, 02:01 PM
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Originally Posted by HALLIEBETH87 View Post
First off....I do mention things that may be triggering to people but this IS NOT a suicidal post!!!!!

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I am in a good mood. In fact I'm happy. I have been happy and positive for a good while now. Meds are working I suppose with that and all but for some reason the last two days I have seen distressing and disturbing images and having bizzare thoughts! I keep seeing myself hurting myself etc and thinking of ways and such.

Why is this happening again? Its not the first time! Im scared but cant tell anyone IRL!
I have no advice but thought I'd share an experience I had about a month ago. I was in the middle of a mixed episode and I was in a subway station. While on the platform I saw my self jumping over and over again. The images got so bad that I ended up crouched in a corner. I totally panicked. The funny thing was, was that I wasn't suicidal.

I would certainly love to know the answer to that as well.
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