Yes it's definitely just men, though honestly I am not really a touchy feely type of person. I don't mind women within my 'bubble', surely if I don't know them I would feel awkward, but never as unhappy as I would with a man.

Strangely enough I did have boy best friends when I was growing up, I had a few in high school as well, they were mostly the boyfriends of my friends.
I think I grew up with them okay.
I do remember, come to think of it (typing it out really seems to be working for me), that mostly boys teased me in high school. Especially pretending to like me and then make fun of me if I fell for it. They really brutalized me, pushing me off my bike, laughing, calling me fat and ugly. Needless to say, my self-esteem is non-existent. Hah. That might be my reason, right there.
Hah, I think I'm starting to understand myself. I'm afraid any guy that touches me is going to insult me later on. This is ridiculous