i hate that you are feeling so badly. believe me when i say that things get better. and i had the same prob with meds. some have serious side effects that are no fun to experience. i tried about 5 before i found the right one. they saved my life. make sure to talk bluntly with your dr and detail the way you are feeling and your side effects you experience. you'll find the right one and it can make a world of difference. best of luck to you and keep fighting to find the right answers.