I THINK I WAS RAPED AND MOM TELLS ME I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED AND AND I AM SAD ALL THE TIME AND I WANT TO RUNAWAY AND I AM HAVING NIGHTMARES AND I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT AND MY HEART KEEPS A POUNDING REALLY HARD AND I'M OUT OF BREATH ALL THE TIME AND I CAN'T QUIT CRYING AND MY MIND KEEPS A RACING WITH THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE ON MY MIND AND I WORRY CONSTANTLY. WHAT IS THIS AND CAN YOU HELP ME.