Miserable. Found proof I don't exist. Haven't spoken to a human being today although I spend a good amount of time outside the house. Even the cashier at the supermarket said no word, no hello, didn't tell me the amount of money I should pay. Nothing at all.
Came back hating everybody on the street. I decided not to contact (former) friends anymore because it's useless and waiting for and getting no answer is plain torture. It's late at night and I won't fall asleep but I will have to get up early. I bought some nice food today because I thought this is something I could do for myself by myself but didn't really enjoy it.