Two day before our one year anniversary my boyfriend has not only broke my heart but our relationship. I don't know what happened and he won't speak to me to clarify what happen. He was always the one to help me with my huge depression and anxiety to come to him making it. I was told in the beginning that his mother didn't want him dating but he said he loved me to much to leave me then almost a year later. It has became a problem. I've been told that he was no good for me all the time to the different households, him being on the low end and me being the general's daughter, but I still was able to get past the money and stuff like that. He was my first before to say he loved me without any intention of hurting me and now I think it's all was a lie. I run to not be mopping around the house cry all day but it's gotten to the point that I end up running for 2 hours. I didn't have many if any real friends to talk to ever until he came. It was 24/7 talking to completely being out of my life. He was the first guy I could ever say I love and I can't bare to any see pictures of him cause I think I'm on the verge of suicidal. It's even hard for me to make this and I'm crying with every word I put. I can't do it. I need help.