You know when everything little just catyches up with ya? thats what happened to me today. Like all of these stupid things happened and i like freaked out. I literally sat in the corner of my dance studio and just stared. Eventually people talked me out of the corner but i haven't let myself do that in quite sometime. Its like ok i forget to bring that paper into today. A lot of others people did as well the teacher hasn't been in class in days. No big deal, but i blew it out if wack. How could i forget? then this other paper which is due in next friday i freked and spent my entire after typing it all up. Like i'm glad its almost done, but i wish i hadn't like.... gone of the rocker about it.

I just woke up this morning and new it was gonna be a bad day. I hate the fact that people had to work around there schedules around 4 me. A lot of people had to today. When i get in moods like i was today, there hard to get me out of. I literally crawl into a corner curl up and just sit and stare. I hate it, sometimes i can just sit there that way 4 hours. Today it was only an hour before i got up and got myself back home. But just in general i've been doing poorly. I'd been doing so well, and now a little thing, a little pressure sounds me off.

Thanks for letting me vent
love always
sammi