Hello, MattMVS7. I have read many of your posts which describe the dilemma you once more visit in this post. I do not intent to engage in a discussion of the merits of your hypothesis. My support is to point out the obvious - what you are doing from my perspective is not working. I would not be surprised if you believe otherwise.

If truly you seek to better manage the maladies that you contend plague you, you must be willing to risk making the changes that better management entails. Change is a process. Change is hard work. Are you prepared for the challenge?

I wish you well.