thanks for your support everyone
im just going to talk about it some more with my mom
(ill just try to overcome the awkwardness)
and i think i can get her to at least talk to my dad

ill do everything very calmly
and be especially nice to him before she talks to him
(if she talks to him)
so that way my dad wont get aggrivated before she does
i dont want my mom paying for the things ive done