Thanks (((((((((Jax)))))))))))

It's nothing specific I've managed to screw up this time, besides not studying for an exam until last minute and my finances, and my chances of getting a job in the future and my academic future. I've also managed to sabotage so many chances for help, and it's getting on my last nerve. One more chance and that's it. I'll quit therapy and just suffer. It's like my mind is working against me and making it impossible to get anything done. I'm not motivated, I almost feel like laying down and just getting walked all over AGAIN. At least I'm really good at that.

Sorry for all that. I'm in a crummy mood right now. I'll snap out of it hopefully soon. *sighs*

thanks