I can't say I've had an abusive relationship, but I've almost been forced to have sex with someone (but he didn't want to get me pregnant, I was only in 6th grade). But when I saw that kid after that I got a weird feeling. My boyfriend now is rude with me and says some things that put me down, so I'm afraid to say some things I would to even my mom. But hang in there, I know it must be tough but just try avoiding your ex. Sorry I may have not been much help!