We broke up about 2 years ago due to him cheating on me and leaving me for that girl. We still stayed in contact though and he would often lead me on. For example, around last February he kept telling me he wanted me back and how he still loved me. I found out awhile after that during that time he had a girlfriend while telling me all this stuff. When I found out about his girlfriend, he just started ignoring me completely after despite everything he told me.

I've moved on after realizing how awful he is towards me and am now dating a wonderful guy that I've been with for almost two months. He doesn't treat me like how my ex did. He's not always putting me down and I've noticed since I've been dating him my self esteem has gone up again. When I was with my ex, he would constantly make fun of my appearance and it just killed my self esteem. I know I don't have any feelings left for my ex, but when I compare how good my boyfriend treats me now, I can't help, but feel a lot of anger towards my ex. I sometimes feel like just sending him a message yelling at him. It's like I'm angry that I allowed him to treat me so bad. Is this normal to feel this way? He was my first relationship as well. It's like part of me wants to get back at him and I know I shouldn't even think that way. I know I should just focus on my happiness now, but I can't help, but get those thoughts every once in awhile. I also got angry today when I saw his facebook by mistake:/ I get annoyed by the fact that everything is going so smooth for him and his new girlfriend despite all the mean things he's done to me. I feel childish for having that thought.