Hi Kuro,

I think I've felt that way about all my exes. Deep down you wish they would realize their wrongs and apologize for being such jerks, or for someone to break their hearts so they get a taste of their own medicine. But I've learned to not hold my breath for any of that stuff. He was your first relationship, so I can understand why this experience is so tough on you. Try your best to forget him. Distract yourself from thinking about him; ignore all his attempts to get you back (he's selfish) and try not to call him or check to see what he's up to. Enjoy your new relationship.