yes. good p-doc :-) i cried. i cried when he pulled out the pages and told me he ironed them and read them twice. can't remember which p-doc that was and how soon before he left...

i don't know about the baby. i don't want to know. its all icky. i don't want to know anything about his personal life. i mean... i hope it is okay and healthy and stuff. but i don't want to know. i don't want to know.

i don't know that he enjoys me. i don't think i'm particularly enjoyable. i think he thought i might be. but i'm sure i'm a great disappointment to him.

i read what i wrote him. cringe. cringe. i can't believe i sent that. cringe.

he hasn't written back. i'm sure he is sick of me already. why hasn't he written back already??? i know i'm being an impatient irrational spoiled little brat but why hasn't he written back already? hate him. he has forgotten about me i bet