I did have a few drinks last night, but I also had a very productive talk with my wife about how I have to stop drinking during the week, I told her I wasnt like her, I cant have a beer or 2 and be fine. I drink to get drunk, period, and how i feel the addiction slowly weaving its way into me. I havent been completely open about the other times i drink when she isnt home, she dosen't need to know right now. No other substances were ingested, so I guess its progress. Oh and on a side note, the cause of my verbally abusive tantrum the other night I belive was caused by what i had drank, I had no idea that those buzz balls were malt liquor, it explains why i was way out of control that night. But it also woke me up to the idea that I could become that way in the future and hasnt changed my need to change.