Hello all,

It's been a very, very long time since I've written here.
But, I'm in a really bad place right now, I didn't know where else to turn.

My life has gone majorly up, and then majorly down again.

My depression seems to be swallowing me whole currently, and suffocating me. Drowning me. I can't get to the surface no matter how hard I try. I'm too tired, to apathetic, too numb, I just can't.

For the past 2 days I've been crying non-stop. I absolutely cannot control the tears. I feel so utterly, and completely hopelessly depressed and it hurts, so, much.
Why is this happening? Why can't I stop crying? I feel so terrible and I don't know what to do. I'm in so much emotional pain it's almost turning physical.

Help?

I hope all of you are doing well. x