Made it to church. Felt good about that as I enjoyed the music and people saying hello. It is a new church so don't know anyone there yet. If I do make any new friends there or get involved I want to reasonably disclose my bipolar, so I don't have to lie or make any excuses during my depressive cycles. So tired of lying and making excuses when I am down.
Need to make husbands small birthday dinner tonight. Will come back and edit if I do it. I think I should be able to. Thank you for all the support!