hi beehugger
I am sorry that you are struggling so much right now. I hope that you can get medication that helps when you go to the clinic. do you not qualify for free insurance under obamacare? it does not sound like your husband is being very supportive in any way and this is only making your depression worse. have you talked to him about this? has your depression been better the times he has been away from home and you have been on your own? nobody needs to be abused. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome