Hello, I am 40 years old and was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis 6 years ago and have not been able to work ever since.My husband was in a near fatal accident about 4 months later and I have been his caregiver ever since.Recently, a tragic event happened in our family and I have been having even more severe anxiety(feeling like I am going to hyperventilate), depression, worrisome.I have no energy. I have not cooked dinner in over 2 weeks and that is not fair to my son.I look over at him and it SCARES ME! he has absolutely no motivation. How can he when I dont?I have tried a few different antidepressants but since I have severe anxiety they seem to add to my anxiety so I'm scared to take them.I eat maybe once a day, have not had a bowel movement in 2 weeks, barely sleep.I have no friends and my only family member is over an hour away. I just sit around all day.there is nothing to do, nowhere to go and no one to go with. My mom just visited me for the weekend & all I did was sit around.My poor mom!. I just cried & cried after she drove away. I feel like I just want to sit in a dark room and cry and sleep until my time here is over.