I would be careful and think hard if you truly think you may not need it. Sometimes when we start to feel better we think we may not need it. If you are having sui thoughts then I definitely wouldn't stop therapy. Maybe it's not a good fit for you if you feel like you've gotten all you can from her. For me I really like mine. My main issues are always going to be there. I.had a very abusive traumatizing childhood. Since I've been abused to the core therapy for me is a must have. Yes I have over come alot but I'm still left with junk that will take years to get thru. Having bp by itself is so hard and devastating with or without abuse. I need someone In my corner that I know won't judge me or turn on me. I strive to be the best I can be but it's still hard. I like it when I go into a session feeling great and especially when I feel really low. You know yr self the best. I would talk to yr pdoc about their opinion. See what they may say about it before you make any big decision. Good luck and if you keep having sui thoughts I'd go to the hospital. I'm sorry yr struggling with this.