It sounds to me that your anxiety should be addressed first. Do you have access to psychiatric care. I am assuming you are on disability which means you would have medicare. I think I would take advantage of that and seek professional help. I don't think anti depressants are very effective for anxiety. Some people get lucky with them for anxiety. Sounds like you have alot of your plate and relief of the anxiety would be a big help. You also have symptoms of depression. Anxiety and depression often go hand in hand so it is hard to tell if the anxiety causes the depression. It very well could. Tell your doc exactly what is going on and I mean a psychiatrist.