...but I do. My ex and I were together for 4 years and broke up six months ago. I still madly love him and I want nothing more than to have him back. But the problem is, I should hate him. He cheated numerous times, occasionally physically abused me, and even now when I speak to him, he still speaks to me like I'm dirt. But I still keep crawling back, and all my brain keeps telling me is that I need him and I love him and that I need him back. He told me he's trying to change. He wants to get back together. But my family hates him. And I should too...I don't think he can change..sorry for the rant, I just feel so angry at myself..I shouldn't love him! I should hate him I hate myself instead..why do I love him so much? Why can't I get over the ***?

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