Your story resonates with me! I recently descended the social/class ladder at a very rapid pace. It is a very hard pill to swallow. I now live in a ghetto neighborhood and the goings on by the desperados around here are indeed something to see. My plan is to make my stay short as possible. I try to fill my day with dreams and plans of my exodus as visualization has been key to seeing me through tough spots in the past. Research and seek out all options to lift yourself up and out of your position. Goodluck to us both!