I have an 8yr old son who frequently tells me he wishes I didn't exist, except so that he was born, and that he'd live with my fiancé (not his biological father) and a fiancé who I am completely invisible to. He never listens to anything I say, even when he's looking directly at me and conversing with me! Any time I get depressed there is no one for me to talk to, no one who would ever notice if I was gone. Heck, they don't even notice me now. I'm just here to cook and clean for them and anything more than that is such a freaking burden for them that I never hear the end of their complaining. I don't know why I bother any more. Everyone has made it abundantly clear that I'm not wanted, that I'm nothing more than a burden to them. Great people I have around me!
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Curiosity didn't kill the cat, the cat killed curiosity.
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