I had posted a reply but sadly enough it did not take.I am sorry I need more time to offer my advice. I have a chronic illness that causes chronic pain on a daily basic.But trust me I have not forgotten you or the impact of sharing your story. Are you still out there? I just wanted to let you know that your burden still weighs on my heart. And if you still need a listening ear then I am still here. I hope these are not too strong of words but I believe in my heart that God sees you as his child and would say to you" My daughter with whom I am well pleased." It sounds like to me that you have a strong and intimate relationship with your Father of heaven. You see we have some similar history back ground.I know that I am taking a risk at baring my soul by telling you this.
Smilie