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Then for the first time, he leaned all the way forward, looked into my eyes, and said very strongly, "Robyn-- (yeah, that's my name by the way, lol), it's okay in here."

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Ahhh, he did "the move."

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"The move" was crazy. Of course I ruined it because he tends to speak really low, so he did it and I'm like, "What??" So then he had to repeat the whole thing and I couldn't even look at him because I was so uncomfortable, but I got a really nice detailed view of the carpet.

Thanks everyone, for your responses. I'm still waiting for him to call back about a possible Friday session. I'm a little more emotionally together today, and extremely busy at work, which is helping me stay focused.

Alex-- I was thinking the same thing about the mood stabilizer. I don't want to flat-line, you know? I think the meds are sh** anyway. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do. I told T that I stopped them partly because I wanted him to be concerned. I can't believe I told him that.

Sid-- don't worry, I will be here in all of my dorkiness.