Second check in of the day for me. I hate my job. I wish I could just walk out and say eff it all. They keep making me do more and more stuff like I don't have enough going on. Then apparently I'm supposed to be a babysitter for 4 grown men one of which cursed me up one side and down the other last year. I really don't think I should have to deal with them. I don't know if this severe anger I'm feeling is part of an episode or not. I just really want to beat my boss and her boss to a pulp right now. I already punched a steel beam. Trying to meditate for a while to calm down,but hasn't worked yet.