Have you discussed this with your fianance? Or with a therapist? With depression I feel that communication in a relationship is so important. Especially when one person does not have it. Communication is often the only thing that can help them to understand. I know that if I do not talk to my boyfriend and let things pile up on me he gets upset too.

Stay strong,
Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee