((((Cleomaru))))
I am so sorry that you are going through so much right now. Please do not give up...we are here for you and so are so many other resources. Please keep posting.

Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee