Extreme insomnia all my life. Parents said "if one jot of light hit your face, you'd cry & be awake all night." I remember clearly being age 7, not sleeping for weeks & wanting to die. Then going into euphoria where I thought trees understood me. Told my father when I was 15 "I have this, it's manic-depression" while reading a book about Lord Byron, the poet who had severe manic-dep. Was misdiagnosed at 18 as having paranoid schizophrenia but I'd been suffering insomnia for months & had hallucinations from lack of sleep. Finally diag. at age 46! Now on good meds so I can usually sleep well
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Dixie
I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams. 
W.B. Yeats (1865–1939)
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