We have both been in relationships longer than what we are in. I feel so bad because I feel like he doesn't want or need me in his life, and he's acting weird, and talking to other girls (he says it's because he knows I'll find out and he wants to test my trust for him). I'm just so scared. Sometimes I think it's better off without him, but he's made me a better person. I now stay away from alcohol and cigarettes and he helps me with school work. I just feel like I haven't been a good person to him and he doesn't want me anymore. I just don't like myself lately and sometime I feel like I want to die.