Pink I am so happy for you in many ways. First, your T made an awesome move by leaning forward and saying your name talking directly in your eyes. Honestly, I want to cry right now.

How did you not just throw your arms around him! I don't mean to make light of your feelings. I've been following your posts so I can feel the pain you have been experiencing.

I am also so glad that you called him about Friday and he called you back and said yes to come in. You've got a great T...and I'm proud of you for showing your real feelings to him. You made a huge step.

As for the meds, I don't know what you were on to comment. It may or may not be helpful only you will know that. Stopping suddenly can a reaction like you had but maybe you needed to 'feel' what you've been feeling...these meds can stop most emotions you know?

I am also proud that you told him that you wanted him to be concerned. I love that and you should be proud of yourself. It may not feel that way right this minute but you're doing great.

I concur with replaying his message. I still have saved messages on my cell that I replay. I had my session today. Stay tuned for a rant that might cheer you up!