i don't know if you're below 18yo - if you are over 18yo - then go to a psychiatrist, whether your parents like it or not. if you're covered by their insurance - then go to your county human services facility and ask them if you can somehow be covered by obamacare. if the dissociated episodes are getting worse and worse you probably need to be under some sort of meds. if under 18yo - and if your therapist has suggested you going to a psychiatrist - then he/she already knows what's going on and maybe should at least try to call your parents in to educate them on mental health issues - since no one is "insane" if you go to a psychiatrist - but since they're the only ones to legally proscribes meds, that's the way to go. {IMHO} good luck - & i do hope you do get better.