We try to talk about it all the time bt it turns into an argument cuz i have a short fuse. My problem with moving with sum1 else is tht it needs to b in a certain area cuz i have no car so my GF drops me otw to her job. Theres no bus stop by my job so there goes tht. I used to ride my bike bt now i wrk im the ammo dpt (i wrk at a gun/archery store/range) so i jus dnt hav it in me anymore. I hate waking up every morning cuz i feel like its jus gettin worse n worse. Ive asked her to leave bt all she can do is go bk to her moms which she dnt want cuz her stepdad hates tht she gay so i feel bad she has nowhere to go at the moment. I pretty much dnt hav a family. The day my mom kickd me out, was the last time i spoke to anyone in my family. (They also hav an issue wit the gay thing). Shes been showing me tht she made a new savings account an has put alil away bt how do it kno she wont go bk to her old ways? If i move with a new roommate, how do i kno i cant trust THEM? I dnt kno if any of u have been to or live in pompano beach florida bt everyone here is rude, ghetto, a thief or all 3 combined. Shes the only person tht has ever been able to put up wit my temper. Im sry my blurbs of info r all over the place. Thts jus how i feel :'(