Kalliope,
After she broke it off last time due to my mania, I plunged and had to go in the hospital. It took me a long time to get over her. I tried many times to contact her but she ignored me. After I felt better I just pulled myself together and went out and found some new friends. I also rekindled relationships with friends I had lost contact with. That's what I did during those years we were apart. Thanks for offering to let me pm you....and be needy lol...I just can't stop crying. I know most of this is depression.