Yea... it sucks for sure. Hardest part of staying in the same job for me is this little runaway bit. And its a real stress moving too... packing and blah. I actually have little real possessions just because of this I think. But the relief of getting out is too strong a pull.

I almost always hate it where I move, but I think its because generally I just want to be somewhere new again, removing any negative feelings associated with where I have been.

There is one place I would go back to and try it again... my hometown (ha!) Monterey Ca. My parents are BPD of differing varieties and all we did was run when I was a kid.