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Old Jul 14, 2014, 06:26 PM
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Originally Posted by Kimaya View Post
Yea... it sucks for sure. Hardest part of staying in the same job for me is this little runaway bit. And its a real stress moving too... packing and blah. I actually have little real possessions just because of this I think. But the relief of getting out is too strong a pull.

I almost always hate it where I move, but I think its because generally I just want to be somewhere new again, removing any negative feelings associated with where I have been.

There is one place I would go back to and try it again... my hometown (ha!) Monterey Ca. My parents are BPD of differing varieties and all we did was run when I was a kid.
Yeah, I was the same way, (few possessions) but then I started 'collecting'....books (old old books) mostly, also antiquities...blah blah blah.....now I have lots of stuff but not tooo much..this last move I jetisoned a lot of stuff. I have a one bedroom and it's 'tastefully appointed' lol And can't hold anymore stuff!

I'm the opposite of your other comment tho. When I get to a place I LOVE it...I walk around admiring it etc....but when the bad stuff happens, all I can say is 'I hate living here' with varying degrees of anger and I'll know right then...I'm doomed to move within the next few months.
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