I figure a check in here would be more ideal than checking in in the bipolar or depression forums... Since what is currently bothering me is related to the eating disorder rather than either of the previously mentioned.

I woke up yesterday, with that familiar voice echoing around in my head. I don't know what is going on with me. I try so hard to believe A when she tells me I'm stronger than it, and can beat it. But lately, I'm finding that harder and harder to believe. I'm stressed out. I struggled to eat yesterday, and I'm struggling to do so today. I'm terrified of relapse, and yet I feel I'm inching dangerously close to it. I'm using every tool I can to attempt to prevent this...

I really could benefit from some good ol' fashioned therapy. Still haven't heard a word from them, though.