OMG! NO, it doesn't sound crazy at all. I was reading your well written description and thinking how wonderfully safe your setup seemed and I was so jealous I didn't have a place like that. I just go off into dark nothingness. definitely share it with t just as you have written it here. it is logical and organized, makes total and complete sense. so far from crazy, totally and completely normal for dissociation. I really am jealous...lol