So I am sitting here with an extra giddiness, albeit perhaps just excitement, and I am feeling like I may get off the couch tonight and actually do something...like dance or sing or nag the hell out of my sleeping husband. I've had my bottom glued to the couch for some time now, not out of depression, but rather out of Lithium's side effects (at least I believe that is the culprit of my near chronic fatigue--another reason I have considered stopping my meds...but at least it keeps me from becoming psychotic). Anyone else know of Lithium causing that kind of fatigue? It's dreadful! But, I feel like tonight will be different and tomorrow will be different and perhaps this fatigue will leave altogether. I don't long for insomnia but I do miss it compared to what I have been experiencing. Anyway, I better stop writing before I start writing about sunshine and roses. Lol, just kidding. Have a good night everyone.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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