I.had a very similar thing happen to me a few years ago. I was very best friends with her and we talked daily. We had been best buddies for 5 or 6 years. It was actually the reverse of what yr experiencing. I do have bp and so does she. One day out of the blue she said she didn't want to be friends anymore...it's a part of her illness that makes her not want to have contact. It devastated me. I cried for days. Then a year later she texted me and asked if we could be friends again...she apologized and we worked it out. We talked alot about why she had felt that way before, how I can be supportive etc. I understand her alot better now. Even tho we worked it out I still have a little fear it could happen again. You deserve to have a friend who is there for you no matter what. I'm so sorry she's pulling away from you. You deserve acceptance and love. Keep up with yr other friends...they need you like you need them. Believe me I know how much yr hurting. I wish I had magic words to help you feel better. Please feel free to pm me anytime ok? I'd be happy to be there for you. Take care...hugs