Hello,

You don't have to find it sexual for it to be hard wired. It was hard wired in my head without it being sexual. I found wearing them made me feel safe and calm. And what started as just diapers is today a full nursery with all the goodies like bottles, pacifiers, onesies, sleepers, crib, high chair, playpen ect. With all the props I can really get into my role of feeling like a 2 year old and for a while at least I can forget about my adult life's trouble. The bottom line is, if your not being forced to do it, and your not hurting yourself or others doing it, then by all means enjoy. I never heard of anyone causing any trouble because they liked watching cartoons in a diaper and t-shirt. Or because they strapped on a diaper before bed just for the enjoyment of wearing diapers to bed. So enjoy. And know your not alone. A simple search online for "Adult Babies" (ones who wear diapers and like being a baby too) or "Diaper Lovers" (people who just enjoy the diaper but not anything else baby) will reveal a huge community of us out there and SO many websites to make new friends on.

-Stanley