Gifted women ARE freaks! Even though I am a freak, I totally love and accept myself.
I got it in hospital.

I went in through the police tier. I didn't have my glasses. That helped a lot. I couldn't see facial expressions. Talking in group was like talking online. I could be real.

Being real offsets the freak factor. It does. Without glasses it does. I guess I'm saying the freak factor is developmental and not static.