not a lot of mania today but omg wayy too much depressive low swings it seems like.

hmm well acutally no thats not true I have had manic moments today.....

its just the kind that usually end up making me be a real jerk and be super irritable....and I really dis like it. I got into fairly good sized fights with my boyfriend....and on top of that....it seems like my mom wants to try to start **** with me...as well I don't allow her and her attitude to get to me...but her blatant disregard for giving a **** if something she says is hurtful to me or not....is just really really starting to get on my nerves badly.

but all I can do is wait things out and try to get out of here when I can.....which is not now but hopefully it can be soon