Are you on a medical aid? I am just asking as your mother may be worried about finances. It is generally around R600 a session with a psychologist. I think if you need help, paying that much is worth the money. I do believe if you feel that you need help you need to get it, but that may be why your mom is not encouraging you to see someone. I know that when I was a teenager my mom would never have been able to afford it.