I am baffled with myself. Completely confused. My meds are working very well, finally, I feel relief after 12 years of worsening symptoms, and my whole life, being 30 years, of always having certain issues. I have felt great the past couple weeks being on my meds YET my drinking worsened from casual to out of hand. I drink in the comfort of my own home with my significant other, usually ending our night with a couple casual drinks to relax to after we tuck the children in bed. But for some reason I am drinking more and more, but why? An alcohol problem, maybe yes, but I used to drink heavily to self medicate, now why would I feel the want to do that if my meds are working so well? I haven't had a drinking problem in years though...but maybe I am answering my own question...maybe I just cannot have one or two. But this hasn't been a problem seriously in 5 years. I don't know. Thoughts?? Thank you.