at last i have been heard. i had a mini breakdown and od'd last night(just enough to make me sleep nothing drastic)with alcohol.

i needed to be free from the pain of depression and anxiety. husband dragged me to doctors thismorning and he finally wrote a letter to a consultant of the mental health team.

now this is real. i have someone to spill my guts to at last. i'm so relieved and scared and emotional though.

sad how it takes someone to abuse their medication to be heard. this new doctor is now looking after me, keeping an eye on me and gave me valium at last together with sleeping pills. he know how desperate i have become.

i dont advise this to anyone by the way, i knew they'd just make me sleep.

thankyou to everyond who has supported me in here, i dont know how to thank you other than to say i am here for anyone any time, all you have to do is pm me.

thankyou for so much love and thankyou to doc john for this site

jinnyann xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo