I'm just thinking that isn't it because we (I mean "I") read and post here? Like when I read someone's post I think how my T would react, what she would say etc. while when i do not use the forum, I have a meeting, go for a trip etc. I don't think so much about my T... On the other hand it might opposite, i.e. I read and post here a lot because I think too much about my T, so I have the urge to share some stories about her or to read about others' experiences...